Second Hand Serenade...

I started out this blog with lyrics from a song and I think that it's about time I do that again. This has been my hearts cry since November. Read between the lines if you're brave. Make sure you read all the way through because the last part is either full of hope or stubborn naivety.

It's Not Over by Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Sorry for the downer post, but it had to happen sometime. If you want to know how I'm doing, just ask.

more of the little guy...

My little sister Crystal holding her new little man Lucas.

Andrew is one proud Papa and is going to make an excellent dad.

Lucas Anthony Good

Here are some of the first pictures of my nephew Lucas Anthony Good. I stopped by last night and everyone is doing great. Neither Crystal or Andrew could contain their joy though it was apparent that both of them were exhausted. enjoy the picks. I have a feeling that he is going to be a heartbreaker.

Nephew...

This morning at 7:43 a.m. my sister Crystal and her husband Andrew welcomed their son Lucas Anthony into the world. He weighed in at 6 pounds 12 ounces which is a little small for our side of the family but a solid young man none the less. This is the first picture that I've seen of the little man. The quality isn't that great because it came via my phone. That is a very proud grandma though she probably wouldn't like that term because it makes her sound old.

Teyhas - the invasion has begun...

So here I sit in a cool little house in... well somewhere close to San Antonio. My good friend Brad White (the most texan of texans I know and yes I know more than one), has acted the part of chaufer, friend, arms dealer, self defense trainer and trip planner. We have had a low key blast and are looking forward to the sun shining bright on Wednesday so that we can float down the river. As of this moment we have yet to shoot anything other than an airsoft gun (though we almost got to shoot a huge copperhead snake at Brad's parents but it was already dead). So here's to blowing up cacti and scaring the stink out of Charlie (Sir Charles, Chucks) ask me when I get home. Sorry this is so random. I'll update more later with pictures.